Hey everyone. It's been a while since I have been on here, but that does not mean that I do not have anything to say. Things have been pretty rough since I cam up to Philly. And to be honest, I didn't think it would be the easiest thing in the world. But I thought that I would be opening up another door to my life. I figured that would benfit me. But to be honest...it's been hard.

First off...everyone who reads my journal knows about the issues I was having before regarding the person in the building I was talking to. And now that things have progressed I am trying to get thins going the right way. Not only did that situation really disshelve me physically, but it disturbed me mentally. My grades weren't very good and honestly...I wish I could go back intime and change everythign that happened. But since I can't do that, I try and see things from a new light.  I have started talking to this guy. And honestly...no. I was not trying to jump back into some realtionship that was going to make me unhappy. But I just had to get things right and this just happened to come along. And honestly I am a bit happy. I smile alot more often now. I actually have a reason to smile. What more could I ask for?

I've made it aa decision within myself to try my hardest to be productive. I'm in my books like crazy...and I am trying to go to church more often. That's only hard because I still haven't found on that I loved yet. But I'll see what comes along. Anywho...I'm off to my waxing appointment. Peace