WHY DO THE MEN I MEET HAVE TO BE SUCH ASSHOLES?

Yes....as you can see I have a little bit of animosity towards the male species right now. And to be honest, I 'm not knocking all men. It just seems to be the men that I meet that act like assholes. The story goes like this...

Okay..so after all the drama that happened with me last semester, I figured a good break was what was needed. I calmed myself down and basically just took everything daya by day. Please tell me why I technically still ended rushing into things.

I met this guy here in Philly that I had been talking to since I pretty much came to Philly. And he was cool. We talked for about two months before we finally decided to make it official between the two of us. Maybe not such a good move. I need one good . I mean things were great at first...which they always are. But then things just seem to get worse. I mean when I came back to Philly there just seem to be all this  on my part. Everything made me unhappy with the way things were going. I feel like I may have stepped into a time bomb set to blow any second. His attitude is absolutley ridiculous. He is always unhappy about something going on in his life. And I end up being the one dealing with it. What the hell is that? And don't let us get into a fight about things that we both do. Because if he does it that doesn't matter, because I automatically do it worse.I constantly feel like  .

And although I try and be caring and concerned, he doesn't care. I tried my hardest to make this past week good for him seeing how it was v-day and his birthday, but he seemed so ungrateful. I mean I spent money I didn't even have. GRRRRR! I am definetely going through some kind of trial. Oh and did I mention the mouse in my room that refuses to leave even without food.....WHY ME?

Believe me I needed to call on my savior somethings serious. Woke up at 6am this morning and went to church. Now I'm about to go  and  on what's happening in my life....

On a good note though...school is going great!