Okay....so things do seem to change after a while. But what I realized is that it is dependant on your ability to change your mind frame and the desires you have for your own life. With that said...I am actually a little bit happier with things right now.

Yes...I have gained alot of weight and my fafce is breaking out ridiculously. But the stress factor is gone and I have been smiling alot more lately. You see I have been trying my hardest to restructure my life around God and allowing his will to be done. And as I expected things are getting better. If you don't know you better recognize..the power of . There's nothing like it.

You see I did really great in my classes this past semester and I brought my gpa up a good amount. I got nothing below a B in my classes and I'm looking forward to doing it all again. I also got rid of the man that was weighing me down and realized how important it is to do for myself and not for others. It''s like something just hit me in my head and told me that I was so much better. And I finally believed it!